12-06-2014
Since
becoming a nudist, I have felt an overwhelming desire to share my experiences
with friends and family who do not share our nude lifestyle. I have disclosed
my nudity secret to most of my family and quite a few friends. Many smile, say
how great it is that I am brave enough or confident enough to do so. Most of
course are very surprised (mostly friends, though curiously, my family didn’t
seem all that startled over my non clothing option) that someone who was as shy
as I was at one point, or as religious as I was in my life would make such a
decision… Deep down I feel they are asking themselves, why would she become a
nudist?
I was
talking with a family member (whom I shared our blog site with) the other day
and we were discussing my writing matter. She still didn't understand why, after
she’d read my blog and commented that she felt I hadn't truly explained my
reasons for nudism or the why behind it. She basically said the “liberating”
and “freedom” explanations didn't really seem to do anything to help her or anyone else who might not understand social nudism. I felt a little frustrated
over this disclosure because to me this interpretation seemed extremely clear.
Coming from the person I used to be, the freedom and liberty I experienced in
nudism changed so many of my inner condemnations. It has helped me evolve into
who I now am, lifting the many burdens and criticisms I had carried against
myself for years and it’s meant everything to me. But I realize I've only been
speaking from my perspective (though a very wise friend once said, “My
perspective is my reality” and I tend to agree), so I’ll try to bring forth a more
definitive rational for anyone who is trying to accept or embrace this culture.
One perception
she still clings to is the logic that nudists are swingers or that being a
nudist will lead to swinging. I understand this interpretation is one of the misconceptions
many people have of nudists. They immediately think of sex when they picture a group
of nude people getting together socially. They imagine wild orgies, perversion,
swapping of partners. In their minds, if
you’re a nudist, you’re a swinger. Many think of people who are social nudists
as immoral, living lewd sexually promiscuous lives, running around having sex
in a hedonistic manner with any who can and will engage. Nothing is further
from the truth. The resorts and facilities we visit are members of AANR (I
mentioned them in a previous blog). Their purpose is to maintain clean, wholesome
facilities for people who are nothing but naturists. Certainly, there are
facilities that cater to other sorts of recreation (i.e. sexual activity,
swapping, and exhibitionism) but not in true nudism. I guess the fact that our
bodies are naked leads to the assumption that we are swingers. The reality is
there are swingers in every walk of life. You’ll find them in your
neighborhood, the bar you frequent, on the job, even in your churches. In
actuality, one place you are least likely to find them are in a true nudist
resort. No such behavior is tolerated and if the proprietors were to hear of any
form of misconduct, those engaging in such actions would be asked to leave and
not permitted to return. Bottom line, nude resorts are not “Swinger or
Lifestyle” resorts. (But please do not confuse “Lifestyle” with my use of the
phrase “nude lifestyle” in the description of my life now).
As I
mentioned before, people think of sex when they think of nudists. I have been
asked, “How it is men don’t walk around with erections all the time from seeing
naked bodies everywhere?” That’s where there is such a difference in the
mindset of the textile world and nudists. Honestly, nudists are not looking at
others nude bodies. People find that hard to understand or comprehend, but it’s
true. When we’re together or walking past someone, or if sitting in a group
conversing with others, their eyes have always met with mine, never straying to
any other parts of the body. Every nudist I have met looks at the person, not
the body. I have never caught a man (or woman’s) eyes looking at my breasts
while having a conversation (can’t say that to be true in the textile world). I’ve
never seen anyone checking out any intimate part of my body for that matter. If
I want to be looked at, clothing is what draws the attention. I always see
people looking at the clothes on my body when I am wearing them; I’ve received
comments or complements with clothing on but never over my naked body.
Another fact
that eludes people’s understanding is that nudists don’t judge a person’s body
image. My husband and I are plus size individuals and no one judges us for
being so. Many people have scars, rolls of fat, are skinny as a rail, have no
breasts, saggy breasts, and are of various complexions; we come in all colors,
shapes and sizes… And guess what? Nobody cares! I can’t analyze the mindset
that brings this into being a reality; I can only say I have found it to be a
constant truth in the year since we have become nudists.
Though I
absolutely love to be without clothing and crave the feeling of being freed
from the textile bondage which I suffer every time I must put clothing on, what
I have come to appreciate most is the friendship, laughter and conversation we
have realized with other nudists. We have found the people we meet to be for
the most part friendly, open-minded, fun individuals. When I engage in
conversation with them they seem to understand and are willing to listen to my
thoughts and views. My opinion doesn’t have to be their own and they never judge
me or say I’m wrong when I don’t share their views.
We were
welcomed without standards or judgment, not by our physical appearance, jobs,
financial status, sex or age. They accepted us for who we are, not what any of
those other statistics represent and have never tried to conform us into anyone
or anything different to fit into their society. This has been the most
desirable of all to me personally. Throughout my life I was always told I had
to act a certain way, like or dislike what others did, live my life in a manner
that others thought acceptable and I just never managed to stack up to their ideals.
I always felt as though there was continuously something wrong with me.
I have
evolved greatly since nudism entered my life, to the point I hardly recognize
the young girl I once was. I was painfully shy, staunchly religious, afraid,
controlled, and I never liked myself. I was always trying to be what everyone
else thought I should be (and I never could please anyone with my selections).
Throughout the years, the layers of the onion have been slowly peeled away and
I have come to the point where I finally feel like I know who I am. I owe a
great part of the confidence to meeting my husband and finding great strength
and confidence in our relationship. But the deeper peeling away has come
through becoming a nudist. I am comfortable with myself, confident about my
appearance, and have found a peace and relaxation that eluded me for so many
years. I don’t know how something as simple as taking off one’s clothing and
being social with others in this manner has brought such realities to fruition
in my life, it simply has.
I wish I
could break it down further for those who don’t understand, but then it just
seems to make it too difficult. I enjoy the “take me as I am” sense nudity has
brought to my life. If it’s that difficult for people to grasp after I have
explained it to this extreme, then they probably never will get it. Apparently it’s something in their own
subconscious that prevents them from wanting to understand. People will believe
what they want to believe, think what they want to think, and you know what?
That’s okay with me; I’m not trying to convert anyone, I only hoped to shine a
little light into the darkness of misunderstanding that surrounds our lives as
nudists, nothing more.
As an
addendum, I googled “Why would anyone want to be a nudist?” after I’d finished writing my blog (just for the heck of it). I found a very informative “Yahoo response”.
I’m going to copy/paste the question and response here so you can read it for
yourselves.
Why would anyone want to
be a nudist?
Q: I mean being a nudist seems to me very stupid considering the amount of protection we have from our clothes the only good thing my might be the heliotherapy that they get from the sun such as some people buy light boxes to replicate the sun or go into the sun nude mainly I am asking this because I don’t see any practical use in being a nudist
R: Mortified Penguin and Rick have given you some excellent answers. It
may seem stupid to you because it's different from what you learned throughout
life. Just the same, nudists/naturists look at most wearing of clothes as
stupid because most times the clothing serves no practical purpose. That's not
to say clothing never has any practical purpose, of course. Nudists still own
clothing and wear it when it is necessary for protection from a hazard,
weather, or the unjust laws that criminalize the body. But when it's 85°
outside with 95% humidity, what is the practical purpose of wearing clothes?
All they do is hold in the heat because they insulate, and prevent sweat from
evaporating. One time when it was about 95° outside I went into my bank and the
tellers were all wearing sweaters and shivering because their air conditioning
was turned so cold. Impractical, inefficient, and wasteful. Some people claim
nudists are setting themselves up for skin cancer because of sun exposure, but
in reality nudists/naturists are very aware of the sun's effects and take the
appropriate precautions. All those sunscreen application jokes do have an
origin, you know. Plus, when the sun is very intense, some nudists do choose to
put on clothing or something for protection, or go into the shade. Q: I mean being a nudist seems to me very stupid considering the amount of protection we have from our clothes the only good thing my might be the heliotherapy that they get from the sun such as some people buy light boxes to replicate the sun or go into the sun nude mainly I am asking this because I don’t see any practical use in being a nudist
The reason people become naturist/nudist is because it allows them to shed their fears and phobias about nudity (seeing it or being see nude) and affords them the tremendous feelings of comfort and freedom that being in one's natural state bring on. It allows them to cut back on expenses of laundry, detergent, clothing replacement, and air conditioning. A dirty project requires only a shower rather than a shower plus laundry. Children raised in nudist families grow up to be much more well-rounded individuals with a much better developed knowledge of the body, sex, what distinguishes nudity from sex, and what is and isn't appropriate. It also eliminates them growing up with the phobias of nudity that affect so many people throughout life, some to the point of being almost debilitating.
These are only a few reasons to become a nudist. For many more reasons have a look at the link below, "205 Arguments and Observations in Support of Naturism". And finally, I'd say don't knock it until you've tried it. You can very easily try the nudist experience by first going nude around your home for your everyday routine, and then expanding that outwards to nude beaches, naturist resorts, or simply finding a secluded place out in nature somewhere where you can enjoy nudity alone or with like-minded friends. If you decide it's not for you it's entirely easy to go back to a clothes-compulsive life, but at least you'll gain some understanding about what it's like to be a naturist.
AZNusistCouple
Good write up, but I would have left AANR completely out of it. Almost every resort has a very active swingers faction, and the resort owners and AANR turn a blind eye to it. It's the money. The number of nudists who won't have anything to do with AANR is growing by legion because of their policies (or lack of them) about swinging, clothing, single men, beaches, etc.
ReplyDeleteVery well written and appreciated.... I do hope that someday more people will come to enjoy the benefits that nudism offers. It certainly has helped me come out of my shell more these past few years. Thank you again
ReplyDeleteThanks for the well written thoughts. Unfortunately, just as it is impossible to explain what chocolate tastes like....not possible. But, thanks for sharing and keep giving friends and family the opportunity to give it a try. We've enjoyed your blog posts.
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